be happy

After a crazy silly me yesterday,i think i should really think of something in an old quiet night like this.Then i think of you,Shelley
...
You said you had a dream
that everyone betrayed you
and all people have a big change of plans
you become the joke of the world
that they laughed about during their break of lunch

Im really happy for you
when you told me you're gonna marry him
with excitement while a little worry
you're afraid that you've been too nice to him
if something was gonna change
he wouldn't care anymore
women are meant to be the pathetic one

you love him and he loves you
does it make you smile when he said ''i do''
does it make you cry

but even promises can't bring you security
getting paranoid makes you tired and sad
it's just hard to think the way you want
i understand

''living in the present'' is lame when you really care
but what else could we do
this is the right time when we need our optimism

believe what you want to believe
everything's gonna be alright
believe what you're afraid to believe
it might happen too

im not judging although i sounded like judge
thanks for trust n sorry to be heavy
you know the bright smile is all i want to see from you

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